Do you want to see my…?


Introduction:
This is from the summer before Junior year of high school, when I was 16, and still quite inexperienced.

The sun was a warm weight on my shoulders as I crouched in the driveway, wrestling with the stubborn chain of my bike. The greasy links felt rough under my fingers. A scuff of sneakers on the concrete made me look up.

It was Sarah from down the street. She was clutching a skateboard to her chest, the bright pink wheels a contrast to her faded denim shorts. Her t-shirt, some band I didn’t recognize, hung loosely on her small frame, the sleeves rolled up to her shoulders revealing thin arms. A smudge of dirt streaked one of her knees. Her dark hair was pulled back in a messy ponytail, a few stray wisps sticking to her forehead in the heat. The hem of her shorts was frayed, showing a sliver of pale thigh above her scraped knees. She wasn’t wearing much, just the t-shirt and shorts, and her bare legs looked long and slender. The fabric of her t-shirt was thin, and as she shifted, I could just make out the subtle, small curves of her chest beneath it, the kind that were just starting to show.

She shifted her weight from one foot to the other, the skateboard bumping against her hip. “Hi, Mark,” she said, her voice a little breathy, almost a whisper.

“Hey, Sarah. What’s up?” I wiped a smear of grease from my hand onto an old rag, trying to sound casual, though her sudden appearance was a bit of a surprise. She usually didn’t talk to me much.

Her gaze darted from my face to the bike, then back again. “Um… I just… I saw you out here.” She took a small step closer, the toe of her sneaker nudging a loose pebble on the driveway. “Working on your bike?”

“Yeah,” I grunted, giving the chain another useless tug. “Thing’s jammed up pretty good.” I straightened up, wiping sweat from my forehead with the back of my greasy hand.

Sarah hugged the skateboard tighter, her knuckles white. The movement made her t-shirt ride up a tiny bit, and I could see a little more of her stomach, flat and pale. She was definitely cute, in that little-sister kind of way. Her hair, even messy in the ponytail, was a really dark brown, almost black, and she had this smattering of freckles across her nose that always seemed more noticeable in the summer. But she was, what, three years younger than me? Definitely too young to think about in any other way. Just a kid.

“Oh,” she said softly. She rocked back on her heels, the skateboard tilting with her. “Maybe… maybe I could help?” Her voice was hesitant, like she wasn’t sure if she should have offered.

“Sure, why not?” I shrugged, stepping back a bit to give her room. “Maybe fresh eyes will see something I’m missing.”

A small smile flickered across her lips, and it made those freckles on her nose crinkle up. It was a surprisingly bright smile. She leaned her skateboard against the garage door, the pink wheels spinning for a second before stopping.

She knelt beside the bike, her ponytail swinging forward over her shoulder. Her denim shorts rode up a little higher on her thighs as she crouched, showing more of that pale skin. From this angle, with her bent over, the neckline of her loose t-shirt gaped open slightly. I caught a quick, accidental glimpse of the top of her chest – just a hint of smooth, undeveloped skin before she shifted, and the fabric fell back into place. I looked away quickly, focusing on the bike chain, a sudden warmth creeping up my neck. It was just a kid, I reminded myself. Just Sarah from down the street.

“So, what’s it doing?” she asked, her voice a little muffled as she peered at the greasy gears. Her fingers, small and surprisingly steady, reached out towards the chain.

I pointed with a greasy finger. “See here? It’s like, wedged between the derailleur and the cog. I was shifting and it just… seized up.”

Sarah nodded, her brow furrowed in concentration. She gently touched the chain, her fingertip brushing against the metal. “Hmm,” she murmured, her head tilted. Her dark hair fell across her cheek, obscuring her expression for a moment. She pushed it back, tucking a stray strand behind her ear, and her small, bare shoulder peeked out from under the rolled-up sleeve of her t-shirt. The strap of something – a bra, maybe? – was just visible, a thin white line against her skin before it disappeared back under the fabric.

She leaned in closer, her nose practically touching the gears. The frayed hem of her shorts stretched taut across her thighs. I could smell a faint, sweet scent, like bubblegum and sunshine, mixed with the metallic tang of the bike grease. It was… unexpectedly pleasant.

“Maybe if you wiggle the pedal backwards,” she suggested, her voice soft but sure, “and I can try to guide it out from this side?”

“Worth a shot,” I said, grabbing the pedal. As I slowly pushed it backwards, she reached in with both hands, her small fingers surprisingly deft as they navigated the greasy, cramped space. Her knuckles brushed against mine, a brief, light touch that sent a strange little jolt up my arm. Her skin felt smooth and warm, a stark contrast to the cool metal of the bike.

After a few more minutes of careful maneuvering – her small hands surprisingly strong and precise, guiding the chain while I wiggled the pedals – there was a satisfying *clunk*. The chain slid free.

“Hey, you got it!” I said, genuinely impressed. I spun the pedal, and the chain moved smoothly through the gears. “Nice one, Sarah. I was about ready to take a hammer to this thing.”

She sat back on her heels, a triumphant little smudge of grease now adorning her cheek. Her t-shirt had ridden up even further, revealing a good few inches of her flat stomach above the waistband of her shorts. “No problem,” she said, a shy smile playing on her lips. She wiped her hands on her shorts, leaving faint, dark streaks on the denim.

“Seriously, thanks,” I said, leaning the bike against the garage wall. “You saved me a lot of frustration.” I gestured towards the porch steps. “Want a Coke or something? Least I can do.”

Her smile widened. “Okay.”

We sat on the top step of the porch, the sun dappling through the leaves of the big oak tree in the front yard. The cicadas buzzed lazily in the afternoon heat. I handed her a can, and our fingers brushed again as she took it. That little jolt, again. Just a friendly touch, but it registered.

She took a long sip, her throat moving delicately. The can looked oversized in her small hands. She set it down beside her, the condensation already beading on the red aluminum. Her bare legs were stretched out in front of her, a collection of small scrapes and fading bruises visible on her knees and shins – badges of an active summer, I guessed. The frayed edges of her denim shorts rested high on her thighs. The thin white strap was still peeking out from under the sleeve of her t-shirt where it had slipped.

We sat in silence for a minute, the only sounds the hum of the cicadas and the distant drone of a lawnmower. It wasn’t an uncomfortable silence, not exactly, but it felt… full of something unsaid. I found myself watching the way the sunlight caught the fine hairs on her arms, turning them golden.

The silence stretched, long enough that I started to feel the need to fill it. I was just about to ask her if she was entering that local skate competition when she spoke, her voice quiet, almost swallowed by the summer air.

“Do you…” she started, then hesitated, her fingers tracing invisible patterns on the dewy can of Coke. Her gaze was fixed on the concrete step between us. “Do you think I’m pretty?”

The question caught me completely off guard. My brain, which had been peacefully drifting on the hum of the cicadas, slammed to a halt. “Uh,” was the only sound I could manage for a second. It was such a direct, unexpected question. Kids her age didn’t just ask stuff like that, did they?

She finally looked up at me, her face serious, her expression vulnerable. It made her look older than her youth all of a sudden. I saw the faint blush rise on her cheeks, just under those freckles.

“Yeah,” I said, my own voice sounding a little hoarse. I cleared my throat. “Yeah, Sarah. Of course. You’re… you’re really pretty.” The words felt clumsy coming out, but they were true. More true than I’d consciously admitted to myself until right this second.

Her face relaxed, and a slow, genuine smile spread across her lips. The kind that wasn’t just on her mouth, but lit up her whole face. She ducked her head, a little embarrassed, but I could tell she was pleased. She picked at a loose thread on the frayed hem of her shorts, her fingers toying with the white strands.

“Do you…” she started again, her voice even softer now, almost a whisper. She took a breath, like she was steeling herself. “…want to see my pussy?”

The world seemed to lurch to a stop. The buzzing of the cicadas, the distant lawnmower, the very air itself—it all just froze. The words hung between us, stark and unbelievable in the lazy afternoon sunlight.

I stared at her. My mouth went dry. “What?” The word came out as a croak, barely audible.

Sarah didn’t flinch. Her gaze held mine, steady and unwavering, though the blush on her cheeks deepened to a dark rose. She pulled her knees up to her chest, hugging them with her arms. The movement made her t-shirt pull tight across her small chest, the subtle swell of her breasts more defined now. Her shorts, already short, rode up even higher, almost disappearing into the crease of her thighs.

“My pussy,” she repeated, her voice low and even. “I hear that’s what boys want, when they think a girl is pretty.” She looked down at her knees, tracing the outline of an old scar with her fingertip. “I… I can show you. If you want.”

I swallowed, the sound loud in the sudden, ringing silence. My mind was reeling, trying to process the words, trying to make sense of what was happening. Sarah, little Sarah from down the street, had just offered…

For the teenage male brain, the possibility of seeing a naked girl trumps all other thoughts and logic. The hormones coursing through my blood went to work, shutting down the part of my brain that processed reason and consequences.

My eyes flickered from her face, now turned down towards her knees, to the front door of my house, just a few feet away. My parents were at work. The house was empty. The neighborhood was quiet, sleepy in the midafternoon heat. No one was around.

“Here?” I managed to ask, my voice a strained whisper.

She shook her head, her dark ponytail brushing against her bare shoulders. “No. Not here.” She lifted her gaze from her knees and looked towards my house. “Inside?” Her question was quiet, but it was loaded, heavy with implication. The screen door to the kitchen stood slightly ajar behind us, a dark, cool rectangle promising privacy. It felt like an invitation.

I pushed myself to my feet, my legs feeling unsteady, like they weren’t quite connected to my body. The porch seemed to tilt under me. Without a word, I turned and pulled open the screen door. The familiar squeak of its spring sounded unnaturally loud.

I held the door for her, and she slipped past me into the cool dimness of the kitchen. That scent of bubblegum and sunshine followed her inside, mingling with the faint, familiar smell of my house. She stood in the middle of the linoleum floor, hugging herself, her bare arms crossed over her chest. Her eyes darted around the room, taking in the refrigerator humming in the corner, the stack of mail on the counter, the dish towel slung over the oven handle. She looked small and out of place.

I let the screen door swing shut behind me, the soft *thwack* of it latching echoing in the quiet house. The air inside felt heavy, charged. My heart was still hammering away, a wild drumbeat in my ears. I could feel the blood rushing through me, a hot, tingling sensation that made the skin on my arms and neck prickle.

“Upstairs,” I said, my voice barely a rasp. “My room.”

She just nodded, her eyes wide. As I led the way out of the kitchen and towards the stairs, I was acutely aware of every single sound: the creak of the floorboards under my sneakers, the soft slap of her bare feet on the wood, the ragged sound of my own breathing. It felt like we were moving in slow motion, every second stretching out, thick with anticipation and a heavy dose of something that felt dangerously like fear, but was also intensely exciting. The frayed hem of her shorts brushed against the back of my leg as we went up the stairs, a phantom touch that sent a new wave of heat through me.

My room was even darker than the kitchen, with the blinds drawn against the afternoon sun. Thin stripes of light cut across the floor, illuminating floating dust motes and highlighting the general mess: clothes piled on a chair, a stack of comic books on my desk, my baseball glove lying on the floor. It suddenly felt incredibly childish and exposed.

I didn’t turn on the light. I just moved to the middle of the room and stopped, turning to face her as she hesitated in the doorway. She took a tentative step inside, then another, letting the door click shut behind her. The sound sealed us in.

She stood there for a moment, her arms still wrapped around her waist, a small, still figure in the semi-darkness. The stripes of light from the blinds striped across her t-shirt and her bare legs. I could see her chest rising and falling with quick, shallow breaths. She was nervous. I was nervous. My hands felt clammy, and I jammed them into my pockets.

She finally let her arms fall to her sides. Her gaze met mine across the dim room, and in that moment, she didn’t look like a kid anymore. She looked serious, determined. Then, with a slow, deliberate movement, she reached down and hooked her thumbs into the waistband of her denim shorts.

My breath hitched in my throat. I just watched, frozen, as she started to push them down. The snap unsnapped with a soft pop. The zipper made a scratchy sound as it slid down. The shorts loosened around her narrow hips, revealing the high-cut elastic of a simple pair of white cotton panties underneath. They were plain, girlish, the kind you’d see in a department store catalog. The thin, pristine white fabric was a stark contrast against the tan of her skin. They hugged her hips snugly, the elastic band sitting just below her navel. The cotton stretched taut over the gentle curve of her stomach and dipped down, disappearing between her legs to cover the mound I knew was there, a place I’d only ever imagined in vague, half-formed thoughts.

She didn’t stop. She pushed the shorts down over her smooth thighs, over her scraped knees, until they pooled in a rumpled denim circle around her ankles. She stepped out of them, one foot at a time, and then kicked them aside.

She stood before me, clad only in her band t-shirt and that small, simple pair of white panties. Her legs looked impossibly long in the striped light of the room. I could see the faint, soft curve of her hips, the slender line of her thighs. The air crackled. She reached for the hem of her t-shirt.

My throat was bone dry. I watched, mesmerized, as she slowly pulled the t-shirt up and over her head. The fabric slid up her flat stomach, over the small, subtle mounds of her breasts, and then she was tossing it onto the pile of her shorts.

She was topless. The stripes of light from the blinds fell across her small, developing chest. Her breasts were little more than gentle slopes, barely swelling from her ribcage, but they were undeniably there. Her nipples were pale pink, soft-looking and small, surrounded by areolas that were just a shade darker than the rest of her skin. They weren’t fully formed, still holding the innocence of her age, yet they were perfect. Tiny, delicate points on the smooth expanse of her chest. There was no bra, just her bare skin, which looked impossibly soft in the dim light. I could see the faint outline of her ribs, the fragile structure of her collarbones.

She stood there, bare from the waist up, her hands clasped nervously in front of her. Her gaze flickered to my face, gauging my reaction. I couldn’t speak. I could only stare at the sight of her, so utterly vulnerable and yet so bold. This was a secret, forbidden landscape I was never meant to see, and she was laying it bare just for me.

The silence in the room was absolute, broken only by the sound of my own ragged breathing. Her panties, stark white against her tan skin, were the last thing left. The thin fabric looked so fragile, a single layer hiding the one last mystery she’d promised to show me. She took a breath, her small chest rising, and her fingers moved from in front of her to the elastic waistband of her panties.

My heart felt like it was going to beat its way out of my chest. I watched her thumbs hook inside the elastic, the white cotton stretching. Slowly, so slowly it was almost agonizing, she pushed the panties down.

The fabric slid over the gentle swell of her stomach, revealing the faint, downy trail of hair that led down from her navel. The pale line of her tan disappeared as the elastic passed it. Then, the panties slid lower, and my breath caught in my throat.

There it was. A small, soft mound, barely there, covered in just the lightest, finest dusting of dark hair, so sparse it was almost invisible in the dim light. It wasn’t a bush like I’d seen in magazines; it was just a hint, a delicate shadow against her pale skin. Her pussy was a neat, innocent slit, nestled perfectly between her smooth thighs. The lips were pale pink and almost completely hidden, just a faint vertical line in the soft flesh. It was small, tight, untouched. So incredibly private. It didn’t look lewd or dirty like the stuff guys talked about in the locker room. It just looked… like a part of her. Natural and incredibly beautiful.

The panties slid down her slender thighs and joined the rest of her clothes in a heap on the floor.

She stood there, completely naked. The stripes of light from the blinds mapped the contours of her body, her small, pale tits, her flat stomach, the gentle curve of her hips, and the dark, secret place between her legs. Her hands hung awkwardly at her sides, her fingers flexing and un-flexing. She was completely bare, utterly exposed for me, in the middle of my messy bedroom. She was waiting for me to do something, to say something. The air was so thick I felt like I was drowning in it.

I took a step forward, then another. My sneakers felt heavy on the floor, loud in the silent room. I stopped just in front of her, so close I could feel the warmth radiating from her skin. I could smell her, that strange and intoxicating mix of girlish sweetness and the new, musky scent of her bare body.

My own body was a mess of conflicting signals. A powerful, primal urge was pulling me forward, making my dick ache with a pressure that was almost painful inside my jeans. But my mind was screaming, a high-pitched alarm warning me that this was wrong, that she was just a kid, that I should stop this right now.

But I didn’t stop.

My hand lifted, seemingly of its own accord. It shook slightly as I reached out. My fingers, clumsy and hesitant, ghosted over the air just inches from her skin before I finally, gently, let them touch her. I rested my palm on the curve of her hip. Her skin was so soft, so smooth, it was like touching satin. She flinched, just a tiny, bird-like tremor under my hand, but she didn’t pull away.

My eyes drank in the sight of her. I looked from her small, pale tits to the impossibly neat slit of her cunt nestled between her legs. My gaze lingered there, on that little, shadowed place. It was the center of the universe in that moment.

I slid my hand from her hip, up over the gentle curve of her stomach. Her skin was warm, and I could feel the faintest tension in her muscles as my fingers brushed past her navel. I let my hand come to rest just over her pussy, my palm cupping her mound, my fingers pointing down towards the slit. I wasn’t touching it, not yet, just hovering there, the heat of her right under my hand. The light dusting of hair tickled my palm.

“Sarah,” I whispered, my voice rough with a mix of awe and fear. Her name was the only word I could find.

She looked down at my hand, then back up at my face. Her lips were parted slightly, her breathing shallow. Her small, pink nipples were hard now, tiny buds puckered against the cool air of the room. A reaction. A response to my presence, to my touch.

I let my fingers drift lower, the tips of them brushing against the outer edges of her slit. Her cunt was small and compact, the lips sealed tightly together. Through the fine hairs, I could feel the faint crease. I pressed just a little, the pad of my middle finger finding the very top of her slit. She let out a tiny, sharp gasp and her hips gave a slight, involuntary twitch forward, pressing herself against my hand.

I dragged my finger slowly downward, tracing the single, delicate line of her pussy from top to bottom. The flesh was soft, pliant, and surprisingly warm. As I reached the bottom, I felt a hint of moisture, a slickness that hadn’t been there a moment ago. She was wet. Just a little bit. The realization sent a jolt straight to my cock, which strained painfully against the zipper of my jeans.

I explored her a bit more, my fingers learning the shape of her. I separated her lips gently with my thumb and forefinger. They parted easily, revealing the tender, pink flesh within. Her clit was just a tiny, perfect pearl, barely visible at the top, shyly tucked away. The inside of her cunt was dewy, glistening in the slivers of light. It looked so new, so pristine.

I heard a soft whimper escape her lips. “Mark,” she breathed, her voice shaky.

My own jeans felt like a torture device. I needed to be free of them. Keeping one hand on her, feeling the heat of her pussy against my knuckles, I used my other hand to fumble with my belt buckle. The metallic clink of it undoing was like a gunshot in the silent room.

The harsh rasp of my zipper cut through the silence. I pushed my jeans and boxers down in one clumsy motion, kicking them off until I stood there, just as naked as she was. My dick was painfully hard, jutting out from my body, flushed and dark at the head where a single bead of pre-cum glistened. It throbbed with every frantic beat of my heart.

Sarah’s eyes, wide and dark in the dim room, followed the movement. Her gaze dropped from my face, down my chest, and fixed on my cock. Her mouth opened slightly, a silent ‘o’ of surprise. She just stared at it, her expression a mixture of awe and something that looked a lot like fear. I had never been naked in front of a girl before. The vulnerability was terrifying, but the sight of her staring at my erection, the visible proof of what she was doing to me, was intensely, powerfully arousing.

I stepped closer, closing the last few inches between us until our bodies were almost touching. I cupped her face with my hands, my thumbs tracing the soft curve of her cheeks. Her skin was fever-hot. I leaned down and kissed her.

It wasn’t a gentle kiss. It was hungry, desperate. My tongue pushed past her lips, meeting hers in a wet, searching tangle. She tasted like Coke and something else, something uniquely her. She responded tentatively at first, but then she was kissing me back, her small hands coming up to grip my biceps. I pressed my hips forward, letting my hard cock brush against the soft down of her mound. The contact sent a bolt of pure electricity through me. I felt the wet tip of my dick slide against her slick, parted lips. She gasped into my mouth, her whole body tensing as she felt my length press against her entrance.

I pulled my mouth from hers, breathing hard. We were both panting, our chests rising and falling in the charged air. I looked down at where our bodies were joined. The head of my dick was nestled right at the entrance to her cunt, slick with her wetness. The sight was unbelievable. My cock looked huge and dark against her pale, delicate skin.

The intensity of the moment was too much to bear standing. I lifted her, her body surprisingly light, and carried her the few steps to my bed. We fell onto the mattress in a tangle of limbs, the old springs groaning in protest.

“Is this okay?” I breathed, my forehead resting against hers. It was a stupid question. We were far past the point of okay.

For an answer, she just nodded, her eyes squeezed shut. Her small hands slid from my biceps, down my stomach, until her fingers brushed against the base of my shaft. She wrapped her hand around my cock, her grip small and uncertain, but incredibly hot. It was the first time a girl had ever touched me like that.

I reached down and guided her other hand, placing it on herself, her fingers spreading over her own wet slit. “Touch yourself,” I whispered, my voice thick. “I want to watch you.”

Her eyes fluttered open, wide with a mixture of shock and shy curiosity. She hesitated for a second, then, her gaze locked with mine, she slowly began to move her fingers. She rubbed herself, a small, circular motion over her clit. A shudder ran through her small frame. Her pussy was so wet now that I could hear soft, squishing sounds as her fingers moved through her own slickness.

The sight of her touching herself, her little tits trembling with each breath, her face flushed with a blooming pleasure she was just discovering, was the hottest thing I had ever seen. My hand joined hers, my fingers tangling with hers, both of us exploring the wet, sensitive folds of her pussy together. Her legs began to tremble. Her head fell back, and a low moan escaped her throat, a sound of pure, unadulterated sensation.

My dick felt like it was going to explode. The sight of our hands tangled together in her wetness, the sound of her soft moans, it was all too much. I had to be inside her.

I pulled our hands away from her pussy, my fingers slick with her juice. I grabbed her hips, my thumbs pressing into the soft skin just above her hipbones, and positioned the head of my cock against her sopping wet entrance. She was so small, and I was so hard. For a second, a flicker of doubt shot through me—would I even fit?

She must have sensed my hesitation. Her legs widened slightly, opening for me. Her hands came to rest on my ass, her small fingers gripping my cheeks, and she gave a tiny, almost imperceptible pull, urging me on.

That was all the invitation I needed. I pushed forward.

The head of my dick breached her outer lips with a wet, sucking sound. The feeling was incredible, a tight, slick heat that was beyond anything I had ever imagined. She gasped, a sharp intake of breath, and her fingers dug into my ass. I pushed again, slowly, trying to be gentle but driven by a need so powerful it overshadowed everything else. I felt a definite resistance—her maidenhead, the thin membrane of her virginity. The tightness was intense.

I paused, buried just an inch inside her, letting her body adjust. Her cunt pulsed around me, hot and incredibly tight. I could feel her trembling all over. Looking down, I could see her pale pink slit stretched around the base of my shaft, her fine dark hairs pasted to my skin by our mingled wetness.

“It hurts,” she whispered, her voice tiny and strained, a tear escaping from the corner of her closed eye and tracing a path through the grime on her cheek.

“I know,” I breathed, kissing the tear away. “Just for a second.” And then, I pushed.

There was a soft, tearing sensation and she cried out, a short, sharp yelp of pain that she muffled against my shoulder. I was in. All the way in. Her virgin pussy was clenched around my dick like a hot, wet fist. The feeling was so intense, so overwhelming, I thought I might come right then and there. I held myself perfectly still inside her, my balls drawn up tight, every nerve in my body screaming. We stayed like that for a long moment, joined together, her pain and my pleasure a tangled, searing knot in the center of the quiet room.

Her sharp cry of pain faded into a whimper. Her muscles, which had been clenched tight in a spasm of pain, slowly began to relax around my cock. The initial, searing pain on her face softened, replaced by a look of wide-eyed wonder. She wriggled her hips a little, a tentative movement, and I could feel the incredible sensation of her inner walls sliding against my shaft.

“Does it… still hurt?” I whispered, my voice rough.

She shook her head, her dark ponytail brushing against my arm. “Not… not really,” she breathed. A fresh wave of wetness bloomed from inside her, slick and hot, making it easier to move. The pain had given way to something new, something else.

Slowly, carefully, I pulled back, almost all the way out, until just the tip of my dick was inside her. I watched her pale pink cunt lips stretch, clinging to me as I withdrew, before I pushed back in again, sinking my full length into her tight, slick channel. She let out a soft moan, a completely different sound this time. It wasn’t pain. It was pleasure.

I began a slow, steady rhythm. In and out. My hips rocked, pushing my cock into her, my balls slapping softly against her wet cleft with each thrust. Her small, firm tits jiggled, her pink nipples pointing straight up at the ceiling. Her legs, which had been tense, now wrapped around my waist, her ankles locking behind my back, pulling me deeper inside her.

The friction was unbelievable. Her virgin pussy was the tightest thing I had ever felt, gripping my dick with every inch of her. I could feel every ridge, every fold. With each thrust, I was pushing deeper into territory no one had ever explored. Her head tossed from side to side on the pillow, her mouth open, little gasping moans escaping with every one of my movements. I was fucking Sarah from down the street, and it was the best thing I had ever felt in my life.

Her moans grew louder, less inhibited. The last remnants of her shyness were melting away in the heat of what we were doing. She started to move with me, her hips rising off the bed to meet my thrusts, her movements clumsy and untutored but full of a raw, desperate need that mirrored my own.

“Oh… fuck… Mark…” she panted, the word ‘fuck’ sounding foreign and shocking coming from her lips. The sound of her saying it, of her swearing because of what I was doing to her, sent a fresh wave of raw lust through me.

I gripped her ass, my fingers digging into the soft flesh of her cheeks, pulling her tighter against me as I fucked her harder. The slapping sound of our bodies colliding grew louder, a wet, rhythmic beat in the quiet room. Her cunt was so slick now, overflowing with her juice. I pulled my dick almost all the way out, then slammed back in, all the way to the hilt. She cried out, a high, thin sound that was pure pleasure.

I felt it coming. The pressure in my balls was building to an unbearable peak. My rhythm became frantic, desperate. My thrusts were deep and hard, punishing her tight little pussy over and over. “Sarah, I’m… I’m gonna…” I gasped, my vision starting to blur at the edges.

She didn’t seem to understand what I was saying, or maybe she just didn’t care. Her eyes were glazed over with pleasure, her hips still bucking against mine. The thought of pulling out, of spilling my cum on her stomach or the sheets, briefly flashed through my mind, but it was obliterated by the overwhelming, selfish need to empty myself deep inside of her. To fill her completely.

My balls cinched up tight against my body, a searing heat exploding from my groin. My back arched, and a guttural groan was ripped from my throat. I drove my cock one last time, as deep as it would go, burying it to the root inside her.

The orgasm was seismic, a full-body convulsion that shook me from head to toe. The first hot jet of my cum shot from the tip of my cock, splashing directly against her cervix. Her eyes flew wide open in surprise as she felt the hot, pulsing spurt deep inside her virgin pussy. Another jet followed, then another, a thick, copious flood of seed filling her narrow channel. Her muscles clenched around my throbbing dick in a series of involuntary spasms, milking the last drops from me. I could feel her slick cunt overflow, my warm sperm mixing with her own juices, spilling out from between her legs and pooling onto the bedsheets beneath her. I collapsed on top of her, my body trembling and spent, the sticky, wet heat of our mingled fluids gluing our bodies together. My face was buried in her hair, and the only thing I could hear was the frantic pounding of my own heart.

I lay there on top of her for what felt like a long time, my face buried in the crook of her neck, my breathing slowly returning to normal. Her small body was limp beneath me, her own breath coming in soft little puffs against my shoulder. The air in the room was thick with the salty, musky smell of sex, of my cum and her juice. I could feel my now-softening dick still nestled inside her, her cunt slick and full of my seed.

Slowly, I pushed myself up, my elbows shaking with the effort. I looked down at her. Her face was flushed, her lips swollen from my kisses, her dark hair fanned out around her head in a tangled mess. A single tear track was still visible on her cheek, but her expression was one of dazed, placid contentment. She looked up at me, her eyes hazy.

I pulled out of her. My dick made a soft, wet popping sound as it slid free. It was coated in a thick, milky layer of our combined fluids, with a faint, pinkish tinge of blood from her broken hymen. Looking down between her legs, I saw my cum leaking out of her. A thick, pearly white stream of it was slowly oozing from her swollen, reddened pussy lips, running down her thigh and onto the sheet. It was a messy, undeniable testament to what we had just done. I had taken her virginity and filled her to the brim.

She followed my gaze, looking down at the mess between her legs with a kind of detached curiosity, as if it belonged to someone else. She touched a finger to the warm glob of my cum on her thigh, then looked at her fingertip, a quizzical expression on her face. “Wow,” she whispered, her voice husky. “There’s so much.”

Her innocent observation, the sheer matter-of-factness of it, snapped me out of my post-coital haze. It hit me, really hit me, what had just happened. This wasn’t some girl I’d picked up at a party. This was Sarah. Little Sarah, from just down the street. I had just taken her virginity and filled her with cum. The weight of it suddenly felt immense, suffocating.

“We need to… you should clean up,” I mumbled, scrambling off the bed. I felt a sudden, desperate urge to erase the evidence, to rewind the last half-hour. I grabbed a corner of my t-shirt from the floor and started to wipe my dick, the sticky, cooling fluid feeling wrong on my skin now.

Sarah didn’t seem concerned. She was still looking at the mess, at the cum still sluggishly leaking from her pussy onto the sheets. A slow smile spread across her face, innocent and triumphant all at once. She pushed herself up onto her elbows, looking at me from under her lashes. “Did… did you like it?” she asked, her voice small and hopeful.

The question hit me with the force of a physical blow. In all the frantic, overwhelming moments of the last hour, I hadn’t once stopped to think about why. Why she’d offered, why she’d let me. I’d just been swept up in it. But now, looking at her hopeful, earnest face, at the way she was nervously fiddling with a corner of the cum-stained bedsheet, it all clicked into place. This wasn’t just some random, wild act. This was… for me. This was her way of getting me to see her, to like her. This whole incredible, world-altering event was a gift, in its own strange, fumbling way.

“Yeah, Sarah,” I said, my voice thick with an emotion I couldn’t quite name. “I… I liked it. A lot.”

Her smile widened, and she looked so genuinely happy, so pleased with herself, that it made my heart ache. She reached out and traced a line on my chest with her sticky finger. “Good,” she whispered. “I was hoping you would.” She glanced down again at the wet patch spreading on the bed. “So… are we, like, boyfriend and girlfriend now?”

Her question hung in the air, so simple and yet so impossibly complicated. Boyfriend and girlfriend. The words sounded alien, a label from a different, more innocent world than the one we had just created in my bedroom.

I looked at her – really looked at her. At her naked, girlish body, her small, pert tits, her pussy still swollen and red from my fucking. My cum was drying in sticky patches on her thighs and on my bedsheets. This was so far beyond holding hands or passing notes.

“I… I don’t know, Sarah,” I managed to say, the words feeling inadequate. I sat on the edge of the bed, a few feet away from her, not wanting to get any closer, not wanting to get any of the sticky mess on me. The enormity of what we’d done was crashing down on me. She was still so young. And I had fucked her raw. What if her parents found out? What if my parents found out? What if she was pregnant? The last thought was a cold spike of pure panic in my gut. I’d emptied myself completely inside her.

She seemed to deflate at my answer, the happy, triumphant look on her face fading into something uncertain, a little hurt. She pulled her knees up to her chest, trying to cover her nakedness, suddenly self-conscious.

“Oh,” she said, her voice barely a whisper. She picked at the drying cum on her thigh, flaking it off with a fingernail. “I just thought… since we did… that.”

I ran a hand through my hair, my own skin feeling clammy and wrong. “It’s not that simple, Sarah. We… we have to be careful. No one can know about this.”

A look of understanding, mixed with disappointment, crossed her face. “Okay,” she said softly. “It can be our secret.” She unfolded herself and swung her long, slender legs off the other side of the bed. She stood up, her small, naked body looking fragile in the dim light. “I should probably go take a shower.”

I pointed towards the door at the end of the hall. “There’s a bathroom in there. Towels are in the closet.”

She nodded, not looking at me. She gathered her discarded clothes from the floor—her t-shirt, shorts, and the small, innocent pair of white panties—and clutched them to her chest in a messy bundle, a makeshift shield for her nakedness. As she walked towards the bathroom, I couldn’t help but watch the gentle sway of her small, round ass. Faint red marks from my fingers were still visible on her pale cheeks. A glob of my cum that had leaked onto the back of her thigh was starting to dry, a translucent, flaky patch on her smooth skin.

The bathroom door clicked shut, and a moment later, I heard the rush of the shower starting. The sound seemed to break the spell. I was left alone in my room with the heavy silence, the messy sheets, and the undeniable, lingering scent of sex. I looked at the wet patch on my bed, a dark circle on the blue fabric. It was real. All of it.

I quickly stripped the sheet and the comforter off the bed, balling them up and stuffing them deep into my laundry hamper, hiding the evidence. Then, I pulled on a clean pair of boxers and some shorts, feeling a desperate need to be clean, to feel normal again.

When she came out of the bathroom a few minutes later, she was dressed again in her t-shirt and shorts. Her dark hair was damp and combed, clinging to her neck and shoulders. Her face was scrubbed clean, the dirt smudge and tear track gone. She looked just like she had before, just Sarah from down the street, clutching her skateboard. But we both knew everything was different. The secret hung between us, a tangible thing in the air.

She paused in my doorway. “I have to go,” she said softly. “My mom will be home soon.”

“Okay,” I said, not knowing what else to say. I walked her to the front door in a tense, awkward silence. When we stood on the porch, the afternoon sun felt unnaturally bright. It seemed impossible that the world outside had just kept going on as normal.

She picked up her skateboard, tucking it under her arm. She hesitated, then rose up on her toes and gave me a quick, chaste kiss on the cheek. Her lips were soft and cool from the shower. “See you later?” she asked, her eyes searching mine for some kind of reassurance.

“Yeah,” I said, managing a small smile. “See you later.”

That small bit of reassurance was all she needed. Her face brightened, and with a quick, “Bye, Mark!” she hopped on her skateboard and pushed off down the driveway, her damp hair flying out behind her. I watched her until she turned the corner at the end of the block and disappeared from view.

That afternoon was the beginning of everything. It became our secret, a shared world that existed only in the quiet moments when no one was around. It wasn’t simple, and it wasn’t easy. There were close calls, moments of panic, and a constant, low-level fear of being discovered. But we kept seeing each other. The stolen afternoons in my bedroom became a regular, thrilling ritual. We learned each other’s bodies, fumbling our way through a secret education in pleasure and intimacy. I learned the exact spot on her neck that made her shiver, and she learned how to wrap her hand around my cock in a way that drove me insane. I watched her body change, her small breasts filling out, her hips gaining a subtle curve. I was the only one who knew the secrets her body held, the only one who had ever been inside her.

We never did call ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend, not for a long time. The label felt too small for what we had. It was deeper, more intense, forged in secrecy and shared transgression. What had started with a fumbled bike chain and a shockingly direct question blossomed into something real, something that lasted far beyond that one hot summer afternoon.

Five years later, on the day she turned eighteen, we stood on that same porch. The cicadas were buzzing their lazy summer song, just as they had back then. I didn’t have to worry about my parents coming home anymore. I took her hand, a gesture that was now as familiar as breathing, and slid a simple silver ring onto her finger. The question I asked her this time wasn’t whispered in a dark room. I shouted it to the bright, sunny day, for the whole world to hear. And this time, her answer wasn’t a hesitant nod or a quiet whimper. It was a joyful, resounding “Yes.” She jumped into my arms, wrapping her legs around my waist, a familiar and perfect feeling. It turned out to be our happy beginning, not an ending.